leave all your love and your loving behind.

They took a deep breath looked eachother in the eyes and smiled.
So they did it, they jumped together with hands held tight, and the sky rushing past,
the ocean getting closer and closer.
Just as they got to the end she looked at him one last time and he winked.
And she knew she was apart of something.
They were young and in love and would live forever.

I feel infinite...

This always happens, I've started to fall back into the pattern.
Work always distracts me from what I start, I was doing well to. Posting everyday and then i work the last three days and didn't post once, I'm terrible like that and it's not like my part time job is that draining I'm just lazy. So I will post as much as possible during the week and try to post on the days i work and not be so apathetic. Not a great deal has happened over that last three days though. I went hiking again and it felt great to conquer the mountain and then went to a vintage fair where EVERYTHING was $2 and i got a few things, I wasn't in the right frame of mind for trawling through loads of crap. I'll post a picture of what I got later. I also started and finished a book, "The perks of being a wall flower" it's apparently a cult classic like "Catcher in the Rye" it reminded me a lot of the book the protagonist is very much like Holden Caulfield the main character in Catcher in the Rye. The title for this post is from the book, it's quoted very often and I've seen that many people get that line tattooed on them, because they can relate to the Charlie the main character who over analyses life and is a genius, not only that but the line and the context of the line is beautiful and I think every person in the world has experienced a moment like the line is about. A realization that the moment your in is perfect in every sense when you just look around at the people your with and an overwhelming sense of happiness washes over you and you want to remember absolutely everything you can about this moment because you know it's rare and your not sure if you'll ever have another moment like this. My friends and I refer to it as a heart smile. My point to all this is that I always feel inspired to try and write some fiction after reading a book, but I'm obviously not a strong enough writer because whatever I write always seems to adapt the writing style of what ever I've just read, and I get terribly frustrated because I feel like it's not my own. Enough about that. The weather is so warm I can't bring myself to where anything besides a bikini and shorts, I just pray no one comes knocking on my door to see me in such a state.

Keep your stories,
store them up for a better day.
I can't handle tales of such happiness when I feel this bad.
I can't stand the weather being this good,
and the birds chirping this loud.
I'm not jealous, I'm happy for you,
But please remember my situation.
Maybe tomorrow i'll be ready for tales of happiness,
maybe tomorrow i'll be ready.
Just let me get through today,
Just let me get through this.
Please be kind,
Please be gentle.
Just let me get through today,
Just let me get through this.
I'll try and deal with it,
I promise I will.
But not today,
No, not today.
Tomorrow promises a better day,
Tomorrow will be better.

I get real nervous posting stuff I've written,
It feels so primary school/teenangst emotionfilled crap.
Oh well, that's all for now.

Peace and Love kids.
xxxx

Into the wild.

Try to keep up if you can.

Car horn at 8:00am. I'm not ready, throw a bunch of stuff in a bag and grab my joggers. We're off, car full of girls in jogging attire with windows down and the smell of suncream. Jackie's the dj, picking inspirational music to get us psyched for physical activity. We arrive in a place that looks like it's taken from a book, a long dirt road with trees lining either side. Cars parked and we're off again, the sounds of African drumming beating in our ears thanks to the earth lovers having a jam in the park. We find the path and the trek begins. A dirt path covered in loose rocks just begging for one of us to trip and fall on our faces, the suns already high in the sky and it's only 9:00 am. We're revealing fondest and worst memories as we venture on the path, happiest moment, first memory of parents, first memory of jealousy, most of them make us laugh a few make us think. Times passing quickly sweat beads form on our foreheads and the air feels cleaner. We've been hiking for awhile and it's decided we turn back, on our way down we stop and sit on what used to be a waterfall. The puddles of water and stagnant creek at the bottom of the cliff face are investigated, Stacey almost goes over but is saved by her "bootie". Warmth and happiness is seeping from every pore along with sweat. We're back at the beginning and the sense of achievement is around. In reality we know we maybe worked off a tim-tam, but feel good anyway. Back in the car headed for the Teagans pool, fights over suncream and skin cancer run rampant. The waters cool but refreshing and everyones feeling lazy.

I'm home now, after a day of hiking and swimming and I feel spectacular, perhaps a jog this afternoon. My new found love for physical activity will last a whole day...maybe, but i better take advantage of it while I can. I'm sure there will be another post later but this is it for now.



Peace and Love Kids.
xxxx

pack your bags and hit the road...

Okay, so I'm probably breaking some blogger rules byt posting twice in one day,
but i just can't restrain myself, my last post made me realise It's been a whole year since my overseas adventure which makes me so unbelieveably depressed. Therefore I have decided to revisit my trip through posting a bunch of my travel pics on here.

Egypt.

Morocco
Paris
Piza, Italy.:)

Feeling much better, so pumped for Asia in January.

Peace and Love Kids.
xxxx

just go with the seasons

Firstly many apologies for my terrible spelling and grammar, I'm so reliant on spell check and with me being so bad with technology, I only just figured out that this has spell check (thankyou lord). Hopefully my spelling will improve, however i can't promise my sentences and phrases will improve.

So today was a day of sun, fun and friends.
I live in Queensland and it is this ritual that those students who graduate school each year head to the Gold Coast or the nearest beach for a week of intoxication and fornication, sounds grosse right?
I never got to experience it as I jetted off overseas for three months with my Grandmother, sounds lame i know but man oh man was it amazing.
However my beautiful girlfriends did partake in the festivities and had a great time swimming, relaxing and drinking.
...getting to my point it's now been a whole year since my graduation from high school and so came the time for "Schoolies Week". Me and a group of friends went to investigate the beaches on such a gorgeous day and dropped off some clothes to one of the current participants in schoolies week.
The beach was absolutely beautiful, i hadn't been in forever and got to rock my favourite swim suit, I got like two seasons ago but i just love it so much(as seen below in photo). As soon as I started applying the suncream i new i was where i needed to be. The water, the sand, the salty air makes me nostalgic of family holidays and i could spend hours in the waves, I'm just so lucky my friends love the beach as much as i do.
However alot of food is always consumed after spending a few hours by the ocean.
But I have to say perhaps one of the best things about the beach, is the car trip there and home, the windows down hair blowing everywhere Ipod play lists with specific beach tunes the warmth of the sun getting you ready for the full extent when your out of the car.

Yep it's love, L.O.V.E. Me and the beach forever, Perhaps I'll move Costa De Sol in Spain and spend my eternity there. mmmmmmm....sounds perfect.
Me in Costa De Sol Spain 2009, looking my best of course.Noosa, QLD.

Peace and Happiness Kids.
xxxx

Getting started, being creative.

Hi Cyber world.

I'm new, i expect you'll be seeing alot of me now.
University has finished for the year thankgod. And I have so much spare time on my hands it's ridiculous. So here i am "blogging".. Uni holidays only officially started this week however I've been on Holidays for the past two and have gone absolutely stark-raving mad from boredom.
So i decided I would channel all of my pent up energy and start something...end result being a blog. I'll look at is an online journal for me to rant and rave and talk about my days knowing quite well it will most likely never be read.
Anywho, my dearest maja (mother) was an absolute jem and bought me a whole lot of white clothing and die and a whole cupboard of ingredients for me to get creative.
So i've spent my last two days, tie dying a whole bunch of clothes and baking like it's 1820.
Below are a few snapshots of end results, the clothes are a bunch of fun i can't say whether they'll all get a chance to be worn but i'll give it my best shot.
As for the cooking, i love love love to cook however my pictures don't look at all appetising, i'm no photographer. that's for certain.

Baked Goods- cookies, Choc Slice, Rum Balls.

Finished products, i tried to mix it up a bit.

Please excuse, my feral hair and facial expressions.

So that's all for now kids, until next time...most likely tomorrow when boredom strikes.

Peace and Happiness to all.
x x x x